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I feel abandoned and can't stop crying

2022.01.21 04:48 lovingR-E-D I feel abandoned and can't stop crying

This is really stupid. So I'm 22f and I starting dating a girl 24f. We're not official yet, but we've been going on dates since November. It's my first relationship ever.

Seems like we're doing great. I thought so... But now I'm thinking that I'm more invested in the relationship. Probably because it's my first one? But: - I usually text first - I give her occasional gifts for no reason, she doesn't - I'm always up to meet her, she can meet me only one time a week
I know it doesn't matter and that she's busy. I know that some people need less communication.
But at the moment I feel bad about what's going on. She's been sick all week, and we didn't meet. I get it, I know she's sick and can't be invested. Problem that she's sick often, and I can't help it but feel frustrated, more every time she's sick. I try to help her somehow, but there's nothing I can do for her (I tried). This makes me even more frustrated.
Now I remember all these "bad signs" and feel like maybe she's not interested enough? I know she's sick and I should give her space. But we haven't seen each other almost one month around Christmas because we were with out families in different cities. We saw each other one time after the break, and I didn't get enough of her, I really, seriously, miss her.
This week we were supposed to meet and I was planning on kissing her. Well, didn't happen yet cause we didn't meet. Now I NEED to kiss her and establish where we're at because I'm scared that she doesn't like me enough until we kissed? Do you think that if we kiss it will help me feel better? What should I do overall with this relationship? What do you think, is she interested or not really?
TLDR: I feel like I'm more invested in the relationship, how do I stop feeling bad about it?
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2022.01.21 04:48 Important_Ad7734 I regret quitting my "girly" hobbies when I was young

When I was 13-14 I was a very good ballet dancer, I was constantly told how talented I was, and I loved doing it I was very good, and I loved performing on stage. But then I entered high school, other men made fun of me for pursuing ballet, and I got teased so much that I quit, and decided to do footy and stuff like that. Girls made fun of me for it too, but it was mainly other men, I hated football, but I was very good at that as well, and I became popular, and I made lots of mates through football. I hated every second I was on the field though, I was good at It but it wasn't the same, eventually, I got into Jiu-Jitsu, and kickboxing and those were similar to ballet in terms of skill level required to master them.
I got really into kickboxing more than Jiu-jitsu, and I still do It at the age of 17, I can't go back to ballet though because pretty much all the programs are for juniors and I don't count. I regret quitting and should have stuck with it, but I got embarrassed because people called me gay I was stupid. Nothing's wrong with being gay anyway, but I'm straight, and I didn't want to have that identity associated with me for some reason. But now I'm starting a double degree in nursing/midwifery, and I don't care what anyone thinks of me anymore I'm mainly training to be a neonatal nurse. I know that job is "girly" but I don't give a shit anymore, and I now realize I shouldn't have cared what those boys thought of me in the first place. I'm pursuing what I want now , and I don't give a crap
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2022.01.21 04:48 booniescoob Gen 5 oil

I’ve had 4 assorted services done that included oil changes. The owners manual states 3.7 quarts but the paperwork that breaks down the service details states 4 quarts was used . Why are they overfilling ?
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2022.01.21 04:48 sexyama Bloomberg: We're Buying More Bitcoin, Michael Saylor Says

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2022.01.21 04:48 sexyama Bloomberg: Bitcoin Is a Blessing and a Curse, Says Saylor

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2022.01.21 04:48 Mammoth-Tea How the Corps treats marines with depression (not oc)

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2022.01.21 04:48 s_suraliya Tensorflow Model Garden

Hello So I am trying to train Faster RCNN from tensorflow model garden and I want to monitor some evaluation metrics while the model is training. I saw some tutorials/documentation and to evaluate model while training requires me to run two processes (commands) simultaneously which is not possible in Colab as I can't run two cells parallelly in Colab. I don't have a powerful machine to run it locally.
Is there a way to run two cells parallelly in Colab? or Should I first finish the training job and then evaluate metrics for different checkpoints?
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2022.01.21 04:48 Hylpmei They should work on gamemodes, not heros

I think we have a fairly large roster by now, but most of the gamemodes need some love or an execution. Tribute can definitely dissappear and very few people would care. If they put the 4v4 Duel with the 1v1 and 2v2, that would be cool. I would love to see a variation of Breach, maybe like a caravan defense, that siege equipment has to get around somehow.
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2022.01.21 04:48 Minimum_Page_1572 New Collection - Animal x Food

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2022.01.21 04:48 ZeusGato Failure To Deliver (FTD) 🤡🩳🤡🩳🤡🩳🤡

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2022.01.21 04:48 ed4free mysqld / mariadbd fail with segmentation fault in proot-distro debian

I have install a debian distribution with termux. In debian I installed Mysql serveur with command : apt install mariadb-server It is not possible to start mysqld service in debian. It appears that mysqld (which is a symbolic link to mariadbd ) fail with "Segmentation fault" error.
Has someone an idea of how to solve this problem ?
Thank you
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2022.01.21 04:48 Only_Literature8913 Seeing a lot of scavenger type characters so here's mine!!!

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2022.01.21 04:48 krishjain744 Ring of lucci is broken

I litreally comeplted meance sleeps in in steyliff which is probably the longest dugeon in the game easy 4-5 hours if you gonna fight them normally in less than 1 and half hours and i wasn't even trying to speed stuff up i had ring of lucci with 99 ether and 99 magitek bosster and i litreally spammed my way through everything it was so statisfying seeing those tomeberry bastard getting one shot , use the ring if you just want to get over with dugeons
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2022.01.21 04:48 Yuh_yuh123- Trading this (it’s ride)

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2022.01.21 04:48 OLCHAOS how to get FH3 hot wheels DLC?

purchased like 2 months ago a standard FH3 code. redeemed on the MS store. now i can see the hot wheels and mountain DLC but cannot purchase them, download them or install them. why MS does this? i would purchase (and did) FH5 even if i can purchase FH3 DLC's...
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2022.01.21 04:48 Vivienne_Yui 220121 Glenfiddich | 21YO Grand Reserva Limited Luxury Item Project | Ep.2

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2022.01.21 04:48 shinycaterpi Can you guys recommend me some witchy books?

I think this sub is cool but I don’t know anything about the witchy stuff you guys do. So recommend any books that have to do with witches or just just along those lines. Thank you :)
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2022.01.21 04:48 FatBoySlim- ILPT Request: How do I disrupt an online housing auction

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2022.01.21 04:48 Lazy_Buffalo319 Well I'm probably going to be banned soon...

Couldn't help it went to child abuse discussion after trying to deal with being beat as a kid and am told that my opinion has no wieght. Well I would like to thank them for reinforcing my abusers voice in my head. I fucking hate people.
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2022.01.21 04:48 lalapoter Please help, I feel guilty. Should I do it?

My Fiancé got me the prettiest ring. He took the time to find a ring that was the one for me. When I saw it I loved it. I love the setting in the ring and the color of it.
Although I know he took the time to find a pretty ring that would best suit me, I know he didn’t pay attention to the size of the diamond.
The size of the diamond never mattered to me. But now as I look at my ring I wish the diamond were a little bigger so that it would be a little more noticeable. I don’t want a big change. I was thinking of going into the ring shop where he bought the ring to see if I could upgrade the diamond. I want a 1ct and the diamond on the ring currently is a .5ct. diamond. I do not want to change anything else about the ring.
The problem is I don’t want him to know. We have had a conversation about the ring he gifted me. (He bought it with the matching wedding band.) I have been wanting to purchase a second wedding band, exactly like the one that came with the ring. I just love the look of double bands. If we cannot get the band by the time we get married, I do not have a problem with it. He knows this. But one day we were talking and he got upset because he felt that I had not liked the wedding band. He was confused and thought I just wanted a different wedding band overall. When I told him that I wanted the exact same wedding band just because I liked the double wedding band look, he was still not convinced.
I know and understand why he gets upset. For this reason I want to see if I can upgrade the diamond on my ring without him knowing. I know he won’t understand and will have a lot of feelings. I don’t want him to think that what he gives me is not enough. Because it is enough and I know that he picked it with all his love he has for me. I was just thinking if the diamond was a little bigger I would then choose not to have the double wedding band.
I hope you understand what I am trying to say. Its not about the money. I just want my ring to stand out a little more because the setting is truly beautiful.
Should I go without him knowing and get the diamond upgraded?
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2022.01.21 04:48 what_why_COFFEEEEEE Ordered from Limese for the very first time and IM LIVIIIING

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2022.01.21 04:48 YTGoonizumi D1 Play Monster Hunter Rise For The Boyz And Before You Ask In Chat What Is Monster Hunter Watch This Video, This Is You Asking Me That, Get Predicted!

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2022.01.21 04:48 Key-Zookeepergame398 Football club Hertha BSC Berlin investor Lars Windhorst has rejected a report that he is said to have been involved in a financial affair. "Business Insider" had previously reported that from 2013 to 2016 millions of euros from criminal acts have flowed into the Windhorst group of companies.

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